Wrote this some months ago. This is a poem of my true suffering... Sunday, December 17, 2006
Oh! You've got no idea!
Oh, behind this smile of mine, Behind this love that shines, Hides a secret story, Invisible as you can't see.
You have got no idea, All the pain that I am suffering, Every effort to make me better, Yet I wonder if I'm dying.
I live this life striving for wealth, And yet now I live a forsaken health, For friends sake I kept telling myself to be so strong, But others led a better life and so I was wrong.
If only you knew, The memories of the days that I rue, And all the pain I'm going through, I'm thinking how am I suppose to continue?
Pain itself is taking it slow, What is there in me you know? I'm suffering and can't get sleep, And yet you are wondering what I wrote 'cause these words are deep.
